The title of this post pretty much sums it all up.
I thought the week before was bad (it was) but compared to this week, it was a breeze.
There is one great thing about this week though, I ran to God. When I go through such a sucky week, I run to God. I mean I run to Jesus with everything I have. I’m like a little kid who falls and gets hurt screaming “Daddy, Daddy, Daddy!!!” So, in actuality, I guess this week didn’t entirely suck.
Anyway, I need a job. A full-time job. I am still selling jewelry part-time at Floyd and Green Jewelers and I am working part-time at SecureGive. The two jobs together make up about 70% of what I was making when I was at Floyd and Green full time. I keep reminding myself it could be worse, I might not have either job.
Anyway, I live in Aiken, SC which is home to the Savannah River Site (where most of the cold war era nuclear warheads were built). President Obama’s stimulus package sent something like 1.6 billion dollars to the Savanah River Site and they are in the process of hiring 3,000 new employees. I am asking God if He wants me out at the Site. I am putting feelers out seeing if one of those jobs will have my name on it. I don’t know what I may be suited for, but if God wants me out there, I will go.
Through this sucky week, God has stirred something back up in me. I am not allowed to share it yet, but I ask that you pray for me and ask God to either stir me up some more or remove this burden from my heart.
John (my almost 4 year old son) and I are going to the Aiken Steeplechase in the morning. He loves to watch horses run. This week was sucky, but it will end on a high note.
